I realize that it is very important to know what you want out of your life as this only thought at times acts as a differentiater between heaven and hell .....

I have got a few things which i dreamt of and have not got some but to the matter of fact those few things are not able to proive me what i wanted as , what i want is still confusing in comparison to what i have ....

There are times when we think that after getting this, we will be happy or after we have achieved this, we will be happy but at the last i have discovered that happiness is an attribute of journey and not destination. The time when you are struggling in the hope of getting something or acheiving something , that is the time when you have happiness at the nearest , just like the law of dimnishing utility :)

But sincerly i want to sit down in person and speak to myself as to what is that thing that i want as going above the layer of normal either leads to NIRVAVA or INSANITY , i m confused where my road is heading to :)