I am writing this blogs for all you, who think there is no other option left once you lost your love...

I not feeling ashamed to post this, because I know this will make someone career..

This is all about my past 3 years..

I remember the day when I have joined India's Top Most IT Company. I was 22 years old and having good personality and my designation was also Sr. can say it Level 3 support. As I have joined company recently and assign to project which is under the transition stage. Lots of my time was free. I was doing long day training and then spent my lots of time in cafetreia. Its was totally honeymoon prieod. One day I was in V&A training and my trainner made my group with a girl to play some puzzel like game, In that game we have shared 5 comman thing which we both have. When I compared me to that girl the every thing said she also have in her life.

I was amazed how come its possible a person have totally same comman thing in life. Priya(Name changed) was name of that girl. I like to talk with her. Slowly slowly we are getting lots time to shared with eachother. After coming office I use o stay with her till leave the office there was no work so we have fun every day. we seat in green and enjoy to watch two maina on ground. W love to talk with each other. for more & more time we look each other we care each other. the days are going fine. recently we got update the project in which we are is going back. we got nervous as this is our career only. after few days the SDM has selected the same team for new project. He include priya in that project but Not to me... this was the question abou my love not for my career... I don't care about the career.. coz I seriously involved in love. I was worried about the Priya.. how can she would stay away to me.. after that I sent back to COE. I request every one, my SDM to Project manager, to RMG everywhere I tried to Join the same project in which priya was.

After some time they offer me to go banglore were I & priya both are ready to go. I was happy to move in banglore also if Priya is with me. But suddenly my SDM has been removed my name in his project. I don't know what was the resaon. After some time COE offer me project in mumbai. but I refused. COE is also not going to carry me more as i was on bench from last 3 months. After 3 months Company has offered me a new type of work to me. I accept that offer and join in new project. As I was very hard worker and straight forward to my responsibilty in oraganization. In parallel I was involved more with priya. we both are different location, but still we meet daily spent time in McDonald.

Some time use to come my home and make some dishes for me. Our life is going fine. My career and my love both are in my hand as "dono hath me laddu"...

We have enjoyed a year together. Now we both are settle so we want get married now. we start to make dream of our married life. what would name of son.. where will stay. what we'll do after retirement and all...etc etc..

But here its come a dramatics changes in life... I am a muslim boy and priya is Baniya Hindu.... there is no relationship made in this world to accept the relation of us. We talk to every one in our family. She talk her sister... there is only answer for us from all the mouths.. Impossible... if you did so.. I will make me suicide and all the petrotics dailouges...

She told me clearly Mr.Obed I cant marry you.. If did this my father will do suecide... Just forget me and go away in hell...

What now?

I was not accepting this kind answer from a girl to whom I love. I care her I don't wan't to hurt her and her family..

Suddenly My mind is started to recall each and every acivity that I done for her.. the moment which we enjoyed the best moment of life.. we learn lots with each other...

Now there is no option it was too cold january months was going on... I was totally nervous.. there is no ways to stay without her. I was in morning shift.. I need to go office in early morning 7 AM only then I need to come back at 5 PM... after that I was think of her.. I stop to food and all other activity.. guess I was not able to understand how can some1 do this with me... How can she left me alone. As i was staying alone in delhi no one is there to ask me for food and tea and all.. continue till 5 day i haven't takeen food once.. reaming cup of tea... in office.. till end of months.. i was totlly got weak and not able to go office.. I was started to lose my weight also... the power of my body is going to finished.. I was not capable to take 1 glass of water from the kitchen on flat.. whenever I try to stand and walk.. i felt down.. after 2 days my bother come to delhi. and bring me back in my home town... after staying with my family for a month. I got some power and get improved in my health.. mean while I continue trying to convence priya for marriege. but there was no feeling in her heart as like me.. may be she was thinking about her old father and mad bother(who his memory after death of her mother). she never replied me.. on phone  & email. aftr some time I came back to delhi.

I as came back in delhi.. I was week and again there was morning shift for me.. I was feeling more weakness then earlier.. I tried to call her and talk to her but she never replied.. again i start to ignore the food and all raleted thing. sometime I missed her.. day to day my weakness was getting heavy on me.. I lost my 15kg in just 2 months. from 69 to 54 kg.. This time this was too much..my parents came to know about me that I am not well.. my manager called my dad to call me back in home. before going home I ws not sure that I will come back again in delhi... I went for checkup where doctor suggest me to do the test of Tuberculosis. the test was positive.. this time i broked more then earlier... I did my full pack up.. I cleaned my 2BHK flat and totally moved bak to my home town... I was sure about this that I will not come back to delhi...

As I was more weak and slim from earlier. my family was start take more of me.. every 1 is doing lots of care to me.. my father was use to stay with me only.. he stop to go for work.. my mother is cooking for me only what i like she was cooking. my sister is use to care about my medicine... they all are supported me and given me more and more love then priya... They laugh with me... they used to talk about me when I was child and doing lots of naughty thing....

Slowly I am getting recover... after few day I found A proposal for me A fair gal with 5.7" hieght.. a beauti which I have never seen before.. I accept that proposal.. we started to talk with each other.. I told her every thing... Slowly I got full recover and joined my company back... Again I use walk on same path where I was walking with priya.. I use to go McDonald.. I use go in Atta market(Noida)... Some time enjoying my whole day in GIP(noida) But awlays with my wife.. After 1 years I left delhi....

I change my company  and left all the relation and feeling behind... Just came here with new version of my life with my wife and my 2 months old daughter...

Thanks to read this story.. for any query.. email me on obed19846@yahoo.co.in..

God bless you all..