My life is too short to explain my deep heart feelings for you. Is it true my feelings have some value for you? Is it viable time will favor me and ever you will understand my love, unconditional love, pious love, painful and sorrow love? Is it ever you valued the pains, my own severe pains, the pain of loving you constantly? It is the pain, the deepest pain, the pain of loving you. It is possible for you to experience my severe pain of loving you? Why I have to take this much pain of loving you? Why my soul and heart are torn with pain still why it is my passion to love you? Why I am not fed up with my struggles to love you? Why I am refreshing even after getting this much constant pain of loving you? Will you ever come to know my abandoned love seeking a shelter in you? Is it possible I will be given a shelter inside you, in the inner part of your world?

Is it possible the day will come with sun rise in sky to make you feel the pain which I took daily to love you? Can I hope the day will come and you will value my struggles to bear the pain, the pain of not hating you, the pain of loving you? The day will ever come to reward my taken pains and celebrate my struggles of loving you? Ever it will happen, I will be paid for baring my soul from every thing and is it possible I can give you my bare soul, heart full with your love, the burning soul and heart? Will it happen ever the dark night will come to explain you the dark side of mine without you? It will ever happen that you can know how much I suffer without you in darkness, in the dark night? Ever will you reward my suffering for your love?

Will you give me birth before I die, my birth giving your love for my dying soul? Will you embrace me as an abandoned; I am abandoned in all ways? I will ever get courage to bear your millions rejections and fail you to reject me. Will ever my love make you to love me? Why you don’t show mercy for my baring soul; the soul which is completely bare for you to embrace? Ever I will stop your cruelty to hurt me? Ever, I will win and you will loose to let happen my love, unconditional love for you. Will you ever make me the winner, a conqueror of your love? I will ever live your kingdom of love for me after suffering to devote my love for you?

It will happen the some day you will realize my pain? Is it my pain of loving you is going to burst your heart to heal me with your love? It will ever happen when you will cry and taste my sorrow in your tears? Is it possible flowers can smell of my burning desires to love you and in love of you? The day will ever come when you will value my love for you? Ever will you suffer like me to make me love as I do for you?

You will ever understand me and my unconditional love for you? Will it happen ever when you will realize how much I missed you? Ever you will miss me like I do. Will you ever value my love and can see the greenery in desserts? I may ever see that day when I can feel your love for me? Ever will you understand my love for you, unconditional, spontaneous and holy? Will you go with me while I will leave this world forever?

It will be possible my love, pain of loving you, will make you to sing sad melodies for me on my departure? Will you pay your love as homage to my departed soul? Will ever my heart full with you and your love? I feel the joys in pains of loving you, Is this my feeling for you is Love even my life is too short?

- Rajeew ( rajeew.vishvakarma@gmail.com )