‘A damn good will to make it happen’  !! Let me never forget that. Let me repeatedly keep mentioning to energize my life my words and my thoughts. May I have the strength of my convictions. And may you all give me the strength to be able to achieve it. So help me God ! Inshallah !!

The pleasant sun, warm and gentle, is my companion now for most of the day. I love it and it in turn loves my body. When it glows so does my skin. Most hate feeling the heat on their selves. I love it. Its my birth sense, my right and my ingrained environment. That is how I was brought up, in such climes. That blood, that time and place, that earth and fire and wind cannot be changed. And when change is impossible, its reference and play shall remain within eternally. It is that which endures us, builds us, completes us, and hypnotizes us all within in such manner that even though we may have shifted away from it, its strength and value remain with us. And in our contribution to where we are, that strain of thought, that behavior, that temperament emerges in some form or the other. Nature and life will it in such manner !

The readiness with which I explore fresh and new horizons. The urge to meet and discuss and imbibe all that other wisdom driven individuals may have to share, increases. It could not be the medication I consume. It could never be the imparting of such intellect from another - a family member, a close confidant. It is the deep and aggressively in pursuit desire, to live to the ‘will’ of our own thought.

Will it they say and it shall reward. Keep the will, say others and perhaps move along with you to make sure their desire for that coveted moment shall indeed fructify. But will shall be manufactured from within and in solitude. Of this I am most certain and sure. It may never have opportunity to be talked about. Never ever be seen, for, it does not have any finite form. At least not until the will is executed.

So … how does it work !

An abstract thought process, which now begins to take a finite shape the moment we start looking at it with desire. To give it some material value, or some prayer, or some wasted effort. That is all that ‘will’ conjures up for me.

‘Will’ shall never be talked of. Its finite position shall never be disclosed. It possesses no shape and size, nor does it have a name or address. How does one then access it. It is beyond Google !

It is a silent worker, this ‘will’. The more you talk about it the more it begins to hide. Until one fine morning it rears its head in pride after an achievement. Now … this is the stage when accomplishments shall be asked how it was possible to achieve, ‘will’ shall gently push its way into the crowd, stand silently among them and listen perhaps to its own praise and disappear. Mission accomplished. Chapter closed ! But closed for whom ? For others to make reference to ? To provide justifiable inputs that ‘will’ was around and about ? What …???

Many brag on this ‘will’. They are prone to mention that it was their will power that brought them out of a crisis, saved them from imminent defeat on the play ground, helped them fight a losing battle and survive. But … no one has the ability to actually show them what ‘will’ did. Many of such, find ways and means to over come this purported burden, by keeping a known silence. Others do not. They announce and preach. Not a bad idea, especially since the involved person may wish to expose his or her weakness. But ‘will’ remains an enigma !

Any thoughts on this somewhat pertinent query ??

If not, be fresh and happy and bear a thought for those unfortunate that do not have the ability to even think of ‘will’ and still survive and survive well … they are the true masters of the world and society … and shall remain so ..

Amitabh Bachchan