Is it really important in life to be assertive. Does it ever prove a point. Does proving a point truly give worth. Who’s worth is it. And does it ever have value.

Does finding fault in others truly be of any benefit. Does not its constancy damage the self than where it is aimed at. Why do we always pursue the fact that in doing so it shall make a difference to the other. It just may not. It may too, but at what cost. Is the cost of it capable of being valued. Valued for whom and why.

If everything else other than yourself is wrong in the world, do we aspire to change it. When cause is of value, many have by example succeeded. But when there is an absence of cause, reason and dimension, is it desirable to be involved in such act.

How much does it take to build within oneself, hatred, malice, disbelief. And how much the opposite. Which one should then be weighed against. And if there be an imbalance, what does it take to bring the meter on even keel. Would it ever be even. How many weighing instruments have we seen, that maintain a steadiness - a position where there is zero movement. Shifting sands shall never maintain evenness. Does not our life represent the shifting sands of time.

I am constantly plagued by many such impressions. Is it just me, or are there others too that sail similar sail. How long does it take to understand another’s perspective. We know ours, would we not want to know the other’s. Is it wise then to constantly be thinking of the other’s perspective. Would it be selfish then to be just one sided. Positive one sided ness could be beneficial ; could not. When does one understand that it will and when not. And who would make you understand it.

Does it bring any temperament of value when we realize, that the wall that has been built around us not in consonance with the others, is impregnable and that it is important and essential for the other to know that there can be no result in it.

Should we then inform, or should we remain calm and quiet, uncommunicable. Non communication at times signifies guilt. Would you rather allow the other to think that there is guilt, than destroy your own belief.

In such company then, is it conceivable to exist with clear and un perturbed mind. The other may think the same. Who do you console then - theirs or ours !!

Good night !!

I sleep to discover … what, where and how ….