It almost feels like every other encumbrance around you and within you just cleaned up, leaving you fresh and renewed. New energy, new hope, new expectations.

….. and alas ! the unexpected has happened again for the million nth time … lost my post after having completed it … problem and blame is to me … i waited too long to post it … not relising that the internet would cut off if it sensed that activity has stopped.. stupid of me … but was just too engrossed in the IPL game and forgot … so there ..

but no grunts and grrr’s as before … just taking it as it is … the topic of conversation was interesting as was the writing .. but never mind … shall recreate it again some other day. For now its a fresh thought and fresh inputs.

I think some of the readers have got the facts wrong as far as my activity is concerned. I am not in Poland just yet and the ‘determination’ bit is for the conference of a media group being held in the Far East.. Poland is ‘Paa’ and for the festival that is to be held there .. Also I am now no longer writing this from Jalsa. I am now in Prateeksha and am starting afresh ..

Heard some more scripts today from prospective makers and they all seemed interesting, but still in their formative stages. So I shall wait again for them to formulate a final design before I can give any indication of a commitment.

There is a desire to turn in early today. When the brain has rested well. When the body has had more than its share of undisturbed slumber, then does the body and mind work at its optimum. It is remarkable how that early morning period brings the best out of you. In the way you talk, in the way you think and in the way you express. What does the night do to us and our body when all we are doing is resting. What is that mechanism, that sets about rejuvenating us, without us making any concrete effort whatsoever. This human body is indeed a unique system. We need to look after it a lot more carefully than most of us do.

There was some interesting reading material that I gathered during the course of the day and I had thought that it would be wonderful if I could share it with you. But as the day passed by, my desire to put it all down has taken a changed opinion. I just feel it may not go down well with all that I respond to. I feel it needs some time to pass before I would want to do that. There is a realization of course within, that whatever I express would be subjected to harsh scrutiny and hence rather hold back for a while and then make it live. Do you not think ??

And help it happens again … lost the post after this … what on earth is going on … I think they want me to finish here.. ok so for today an insipid and incomplete post. Hoping that tomorrow we shall catch up and be fine ..

Love you all, despite the slip up

Amitabh Bachchan